The thing I am persuming is a thing, which seems very difficult, however I am just going to do it.

I think the important thing is not acheiving the final thing  but  taking  the first step out and confronting the difficulties. 

It is so cool actually when I decide to do it. It just makes me feel so excited and happy.

I may not be 100%  sure of the path, which I am trying to walk on, is the right one that God wants me to go. But I think if I never try I may not never know wheather it is or not.  

He will close the door or open. I have no idea. 

Bur hopefully he can open it since it is the way i love to go.

A Good Chinese Poem

无言独自上高山，

不至绝顶不见天；

人生何处不艰险？

英雄无泪只登攀．

P.S. I am not so sure if people still read my xanga once for a while. If someone does,  please pray for me about it.

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When I was child I wanted to be a adult that can own much freedom, I wanted to leave my parents and break away from their strict guide to start my completely free Life.But Right Now,I can not help being sad because I will leave my parents, my relative from this fall on.I am sad exspecially when I realize that I will never have this present life.I just have only 1 or 2 months to live with my parents.I just have only 1 or 2 months to live in my parents' Big and Warm Wing. I will start my new life alone soon.

Man is so insignificant that we can not know what will happen next morning.So,we need depend on Our Merciful God in our life.With His Great Love we also should PRESS ON!

WE all should keep ourselves to let LOVE IN our heart for ever.IT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT AND DIFFICULT THING IN OUR LIFE